Whatever I am doing is none of your business really.

Maybe you felt like saying it to the other fellas face right on, else you might just replace it with “lol okay I know” and just move on. But there exist a fine line between having a self opinion and being downright stubborn.

Much too often I’ve seen people who want to change, ask for advice, advised at, and persists at what they are doing as if asking advice suffices the need to change. Slowly the need to change dies off and then said person remains the same, albeit much harder to change now; for change seems to come too slowly, too boring, too much time taken to do so.

A person having a self opinion (should at least) sound like so :

“ABC is good. I am willing to go for it, though if other XYZs are better I will weight them against each other and see how it goes”

While a stubborn person (should have thoughts which) sounds like:

“ABC is good. I am myself, and no one has the right to change me regardless of what they say! I’m sticking through with ABC all the way, and might just reply others with one-liners to keep them uninterested”

Though that being said, I am open to thoughts and comments regarding these. No theory should be left untested.

Chicken.

Some things need change, and change won’t come easy.

But its worth it.

Never thought that I would be living though this time of the year, still studying.

The last week of 2011

The end of 2011 is nigh. Though that being said, much of us in KTJ, INTEC are still studying for our big exams on January. Its a little something like the pre-SPM period – lecturers repetitively brushed us up on past year questions hoping for us to get used to the ‘exam’ mood but most of us are just too bored to study. Like me!

The hostel, is so unlike the first time we came here to stay. The courts used to be bustling with energetic youth who know better to appreciate sports and fitness unlike me . But now, the hostel has only less than 20% of its room lights lit up at night, being not too dark but a little too much like a lonely village. This just shows that the KTJ’s are the only ones left here during the December holidays.

But its not too bad you know! We recently had a present exchange party yesterday, which was pretty fun in my opinion, and the analog calculator which everybody in the bloody KTJ has at least one, and which isn’t much useful when I’m in Japan, while also being the most ‘empathic’

gift was very much received with open arms. Thanks yuien suan for such a present.

Of course, I had given my lovely Cynthia with a darling Domokun Bag pack, and in return she made me some awesome handmade chocolates! (which tasted like toggi and well received by my taste buds)

Thanks my beloved, for such a lovely christmas present! :D

So yes, that’s all from me, for christmas.

Chicken.

Merry Christmas.

*bang* *bang* *bang*

And a happy new year. ;)

Or so they say.

These two weeks I have met with quite a change in lifestyle. Sort of. There are elements I wish to change in my daily routine eg:

1. the mundane 8-5 schedules
2. the clockwork assembly line I am subjected to every single class day
3. the food I eat
4. and so on

Apart from point 3, most of the other elements are here to stay (sadly). Out of the 3 canteens in my beloved University, 1 of them is closed, another one could be closed anytime while the last one has just bad food with a bad price tag.

Canteens in my hostel was closed yesterday. Not taking any chances on them, I bought my groceries and prepared for today’s dinner.

Behold! *trumpets*

ABC soup!

…

I know, its nothing special, but I have been trying my best to hone my cooking skills every week. Every week I cook a new dish (for 4 days straight) so that I get to cook for my beloved cynthia when I get back on Friday.

Alright.

Yeah I’m just killing time so that my soup boils

Chicken.

I smeeeeelllll good food~!